Just wishing everyone a happy new year! its finally 2010 (twenty ten) or however you wanna call it plus another 2 more years til the end of the world .. thats the theory anyway LOL. if that is so, then its pretty shit cos i spent a majority of my life in school. i hope everybody had a great time on new years eve at the city with their friends and family or at the comfort of their own home. i had a great time with my matess at the beach and city even though it had a downfall at karaoke. it was a tiring day and the fireworks werent all that great as i had expected plus not many people dressed in bluee :( nevertheless thanks for the night you guysss! anyways, im hoping to make the most of 2010 seeing as im in year 11 noww.
hopefully everyone has made themselves new years resolutions they hope to achieve by the end of the year? i hope so! here are just a few of mine;
1. go to school everyday / study hard LOL
2. be happy, smile and cherish everything that i have
3. learn cantonese and japanese :D
4. dont take shit from anyone anymore!
5. get faaaaaaaaaat :)
just a couple more weeks til my sweet sixteenth birthday and subbies u18s whichh i cannot wait for cos the party dont start til i walk in :D OMG, so many things coming up like the animania festival '10 which i plan on doing a cosplay of sailor moon LMAO alright well im off, hope everybody makes the most of this yearr and dont do things they regret. smile and cherish all that you have ! ♥
Happy New Year!
Sunday, January 3, 2010
This Is Me - Stevie Hoang
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Tracklist:
download: http://www.megaupload.com/se/?d=FD4G4D8O
i honestly love all of stevie hoang's songs, so i'm sure you will too if youre into that r&b kind of thing! enjoy!
& So This Was My Love Story ♥
Friday, December 18, 2009
Feels like yesterday that i had just lost apart of myself, in saying i lost apart of you. the one i had hoped to give my all to ... even though its been 2 months that i haven't heard, spoken or felt your presence near me, i still miss you like crazy. its almost every night that i dream i see you... which hurts me more knowing that i can't wake up to know youre still by my side in reality. all i have are the presents you had given me during our time together to substitute for your absence. why is it that every thing i do reminds me of you? i close my eyes, i let the tears fall and i can see you there at the place which i held special to me. that park where you had first asked me out on bended knees, where we inscribed our names on the tree.. but now you've erased all that was left of us in the past. you don't know me anymore? perhaps two can play at that game but i dont want to have to play around with our feelings. i will only ever be the girl who was your first love and eventually you will find something greater, but to me you will always be my everything. if only that meant something. if only words could speak louder than actions. if only fear of rejection didn't hold me back. i'm sorry for loving you, i'm sorry for the pain i put you through, a thousand sorries still couldnt make it up to you. but i live with too many regrets and i wish i could turn back the hands of time but if that was so, i would of never had learnt the things i have. im still so confused, you and me, the things we had promised. the saying goes, if you love something let it go, and if it comes back to you thats how youll know. however, i was too blind to see how childish and foolish i was. so afraid of committment ... how i wish that i didnt promise you so many things and been with you for that period of time. i wish it had NEVER of happened. i should of been with you when i was old enough to handle things emotionally, that way maybe we would have lasted longer than we had. but i suppose that wasn't what fate had in stalled for the both of us. maybe you've found someone new, so agonizing to think about it. how lovesick ive become. having to lie to myself, acting like i don't care just so that you can be happy without me. i put on a fake smile whenever youre near so you think i've finally moved on and im better off without you. as much as i still long to hold your hand, you to hug me all day and tell me that you love me, nevertheless my needs aren't important because i want you to be happy with someone else once you find the one. i've tried moving on, seems like i just don't want to find someone to replace you, nobody can compare. you were always the first one i said i love you too, and truly meant such meaningful words.
after everything, i've learnt to trust and i cannot stress enough at how essential it is, without it a relationship is destined to go downhill. i learnt to love, but despite it all the biggest lesson i had learnt was to let go. 17 months of tears, pain, love, smiles, happiness and growth. i've grown up through this, trying to take in all my experiences to become a better person someone can come to love. i realise its okay to make mistakes, IF you look back at it and don't make the same mistake twice. i guess i can only say thank you for everything that you had given me, even though you hate my presence. i want to hug you one last time, if only we had ended things on better terms.
since that day, i guess thats when i decided to stop loving anyone else.. trying to put back the pieces of my shattered life together. those promises still mean something. i have every intention of keeping it. until the day our eyes meet once again, i will love you with every beat of my heart, im waiting for you... ♥
Sorry, Sorry - Super Junior
Friday, September 18, 2009
Sorry, Sorry - Super Junior [Volume 3, Version A and C Album]
BONUS Drama and Dance Version MV !!
- Sexy Boys of Super Junior: Leeteuk, Heechul, Han Geng, Yesung, Kangin, Shindong, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Ryeowook, Kim Kibum and Kyuhyun ♥
Track Info:
Title: Sorry, Sorry (Version A)
Artist: Super Junior
Genre: Korean
Released: 2009
Size: RS - [98MB] MG - [93MB]
4. Angela - 앤젤라
8. Heartquake - 이별… 넌 쉽니 (feat. U-Know & Micky of TVXQ)
11. Dead At Heart - 죽어있는 것
Track Info:
Title: Sorry, Sorry (Version C)
Artist: Super Junior
Genre: Korean
Released: 2009
Size: [50MB]
12. Heartquake - 이별… 넌 쉽니 (featuring U-Know and Micky of DBSK)
Sorry, Sorry: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=YFG5U4BH
RS: http://rapidshare.com/files/208752528/Super_Junior_-_SORRY__SORRY.avi [40MB each]
It's You (Drama Version):
RS: http://rapidshare.com/files/233776860/Super_Junior_-_It_s_You__Drama_Version_.avi [84MB]
It's You (Dance Version):
RS: http://rapidshare.com/files/237862728/Super_Junior_-_It_s_You__Dance_Version_.avi [97MB]
Version 2: http://rapidshare.com/files/246447208/Super_Junior_-_It_s_You__Dance_Version_2_.avi [67MB]
For The World - Big Bang
For The World - Big Bang [Japanese Mini Album]
Track Info:
Title: For The World (Japanese Mini Album Version)
Artist: Big Bang
Genre: Korean/R&B/Pop/English
Released: 2008
Size: [56MB]
Tracklist:
1. V.I.P Intro (English Version)
2. Big Bang (English Version)
3. How Gee
4. Lies (English Version of Koh Jid Mah, 거짓말)
5. So Beautiful (English Version of Unknown Number, 없는 번호)
6. La La La (English Version)
7. Together Forever (English Version of A Fool's Only Tears, Nunmulppunin Babo, 눈물뿐인 바보)
8. Always (English Version)
Day 3.
Monday, July 13, 2009
It didn't turn out as bad as I thought..
I still got those songs on repeat, I wonder when I'll get sick of them?
It's times like this I have to put on a brave face and endure pain,
Sometimes I think I'm good at lying about how I feel just to spare any trouble,
Now all I have left is an empty frame which used to be a picture of you and i.
Anyways, here are some sad love songs to listen too or
if youre into those sad piano love songs; this is an update on my other playlist i had.
i shall call it ..
"Songs to listen to during post breakup?" nah..
I think .. "You & Me" :)
- Corαl Seα - Shαn Hu Hαi - 珊瑚海
- Blue And White Porcelαin - Qing Huα Ci - 青花瓷
- Dαndelion's Promise - Pu Gong Ying De Yue Ding - 蒲公英的约定
- I'm Not Worthy - Wo Bu Pei - 我不配
- The Longest Movie - Zui Chαng De Diαn Ying
(all of the above by Jay Chou) ^^
- Feαr Free - Pα Shen Mα - 怕什麼 - Jolin Tsai
- Love Song - Ai no Utα - 愛のうた (Theme Song for Koizorα: Sky of Love) - Mai Fukui
- I Don't Wαnt To Miss A Thing - Aerosmith
- Becαuse I'm Stupid - Nαe Meorigα Nαbbαseo - 내 머리가 나빠서 - SS501
- Wαiting For You - Byeolbinnoonmool - 별빛눈물 - Kim Yoon Kyung
- Rαtionαl vs. Emotionαl - Lei Ji Yue Gαm Ching - 理智與感情 - Jason Chan ft. Rainie Yang
- I'll Be - Edwin McCain
- I'd Come For You - Nickelback
- I'm By Your Side - Sobα Ni Irune - そばにいるね - Thelma Aoyama ft. Soulja
- Love's Flower - Ai no Hαnα - 愛の花 - Tatsuya Ueda
- Desire αnd Attαin - 희원과 정원 - Doremifasolatido OST
- Time Of Wαiting - Gidαrineun Shigαn - 기다리는 시간 等待時間 - Doremifasolatido OST
- Why Did I Hαve to Fαll In Love With You? - Doushite Kimi wo Suki ni Nαtte Shimαttαndαrou? - どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう？ - DBSK (LOL, what a long song!)
- It's You - Neurago - Super Junior BBY! (it has good lyrics plus kibum, donghae and eunhyuk are so cute!!)
- Everlasting - BoA
- Self-Deception - Alex Fong ft. Theresa Fu
- Don’t Want To Understand - Bu Xiang Dong De - 不想懂得 - Angela Chang
- Solo Mαdrigαl - Du Chαng Qing Ge - 獨唱情歌 - Tank ft. Selina
- Final Fantasy X Ending Theme
- Everytime I - Mario Vasquez
- I Wanted You - Ina
- Wo De Ai - Stefanie Sun
- Everything - Big Bang
- Dαy By Dαy - Hαru Hαru - 하루하루 (Original + Acoustic Version) - Big Bang
- Liαng Bαi Ju Shαng - 兩敗俱傷 - Alan Kuo
- 1 Minute, 1 Second - 1분 1초 - Epik High
- Over Sensitive - Guo Min - 過敏 - Rainie Yang
- This One (Crying Like A Child) - Utada Hikaru
- Circle - Marques Houston
- Dare You To Move - Switchfoot
- Moon Crying - Koda Kumi
- As Long As You Still Remember - Zhi You Ni Hαi Ji De - 隻要你還記得 - Xiao Yu
- White Xmas - KAT-TUN
- Dear Mom - SNSD (Girls Generation)
- Girlfriend (Piαno Mix Version) - Lee Minwoo
- Dancing in the Moonlight - Toploader
- Can We Go Back? - NLT
- Symphony - The Jam
- 月桂女神 - S.H.E
- Finαlly Found -The Honeyz
- Last Love Song - Superfly
- Cry On Your Pillow - Menudo
OH MY GOSH IM SO ASIAN !! :L
(and now theres too much songs i think !)
so the last song of this playlist is..
You & Me - Lifehouse :)
I hope i will still be able to remember the feel of your touch when you hold my hand,
Your lips pressed against mine when we slowly kissed,
The way you hugged me when we said our last goodbyes at the end of the day,
and lastly, the way you said iloveyousomuch.
But I hope one day, I will never remember you.
The tears you made me cry,
The lies you spoke to me,
I hope to erase those memories of you,
This will be the last thing that i dedicate too..
On The Run - Jay Chou
On The Run - Jay Chou [Album]
Track Info:
Title: On The Run
Artist: Jay Chou
Genre: Mandarin
Released: 2007
Bit Rate: 320kbps
Size: [85MB]
Everyone loves Jay Chou !! :)
Day 2.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Tell me,
How do you know when someone truly loves you with all of their heart?
Would they shower you with love and affection?
Tell you that you mean the world to me?
Say I will love you with all my heart and soul, until all eternity.
Would they buy you everything you want,
Kiss you goodnight,
and once you wake up in their loving arms,
that's when you can feel that they are the one for you.
Just you & only you.
He will always be around, even when youre mad at him.
Hug you, like everything he's holding onto in this world is right infront of him,
How do you know when you LOVE someone with ALL of your HEART?
Would you dedicate a playlist of songs, that remind you of each other.
All those memories,
Would you cry pointless tears when he makes you sad
You treat them higher than you do yourself,
The worst thing of all is unrequited love,
That is loving someone with no love in return,
Stay up all night thinking about them,
There are some promises that are meant to be broken.
This was one of them,
What we had was too good, too good to ever last.
It can and will only ever be remembered as a memory,
A burden within us,
A scar left cut deep in our heart,
Left to heal until it can be mended by those around us,
(8) Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace, again.
You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light, to my soul.
You are my purpose, you're everything.
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You still my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in?
Take me deeper now?
And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Cause you're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, everything ..
It's everybody's dream to be in love, for oh so long
Cause youre my everything, every single thing, my everything (8)
Day 1.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
I hope that through all of this, things will turn out for the best.
I've made a decision in my life that has affected me, dramatically.
& All I can do now is bear the pain alone.
I can't bear to see your face, i know i'll have to run away from this.
Start a new life somewhere else, pretend i never knew you.
I hope you're happy.
What we had was too good .. too good to last.
We were both fools to think, we could last forever.
Two more terms of this, and I will finally be gone.
Gone out of your life, out of your memories and so will you.
Atleast my tears have reduced.
Day by day, i will erase you.
All the lies and happiness we spent together,
No longer will mean a thing.
I will no longer love you, like i used to ..
R.I.P Michael Jackson ♥
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
This is a dedication to the death of the King of Pop: Michael Jackson. He's been an inspiration to me since the first time I heard of him. Until this day, he's been part of my motivation in dance and i'm so devasted that something like this has happened so suddenly. Even through all the allegations and drama in his life, he's been able to create some of the most memorable and awesomest songs ever ! & You also cannot forget his signature move 'the moonwalk' (hehehe, i can do it too ^^) It's still a shock to me, that at the age of 50, a legend such as himself has passed away. I just want to give all my love and support to his family, who are most probably going through such a rough time at this very moment. May he rest in peace and always be remembered as someone great in the music industry.
Some of my all-time favourite songs by Michael;
1. P.Y.T (Pretty Young Thing) ^^
2. You Rock My World - makes me wanna bust a move ;)
3. Smooth Criminal - i love this song, gots such an awesome mv :)
4. The Way You Make Me Feel
5. Remember The Time
6. Thriller - lol, i need to learn the dance moves to this :L
7. I Just Can't Stop Loving You - a beautiful song.
8. Don't Stop Til You Get Enough ~! OOWWW!
9. Rock With You
10. Billie Jean
11. Human Nature - smooth, easy listening song
- yes thats right, youve been struck by a smooth criminal ;) (8)
